you'll never know the world outside until you go out and have a look yeah ?

i totally understand.
reality is harsh, i want to go back to being a child again.

im tired.

im confused.

i cant make up my mind.

the passion isnt there anymore. its taking over my life.

i like/hate basketball.

if i can make a wish now. my wish is to have ten days in a week.
seven is NOT enough ! damn.

im neglecting everyone. i havent been home at night for a week
and everyday i step home, everyones a sleep.

wheres freedom ; lost joy ; damn life.

sometimes i tell myself, its my life. im going to do what i want.
but its no longer my choice.

it seems like life isnt mine anymore.

but i learn to appreciate people ard me.

i love you mum/dad.

spending money is easy, earning isnt.
i know it, experienced torture, seen society.

its cruel.

look on the bright side. ivan is growing mature.

alrights been working till midnight for the past few days
tired out man but i had some fun in the process.

i miss everyone, carey in particular :}

today's 23rd :)

happy 7th anniversary my silly baby <3

im sorry i cant find time to accompany you.
i need to go training now -.-

goodbye