bottled up feelings, time to throw them offshore.

day after day, just like never ending supply of oxygen,
homework never ever stop piling in.

if night-time gives trees some time to stop work,
who will ever give us time to rest.

sometimes i wonder whether everything around me is real,
are you guys real ?

do i really exist as something called human ?
or are we just a character in a game, being controlled all the while.

playing with our emotions, torment us when we look just too happy.

perhaps i'm the only one around that is real,
everything else is an illusion caused by my brain.

but irony is,
i can't seem to control my thoughts,
nothing seem to be what i expected it to be.

but heck, who gives a damn.

at least i still got something i yearn for,
sufficient to keep me going.

like the sudden urge to keep fit after so many years of slacking.
been pretty depressed that many other male schoolmates could do pull ups without sweat.

yet i could merely do 1.

embarrassing enough, i know.
and of course abs, the final approval i need to get

before i am willing to go suntan at sentosa with hot babes (:

well the thing is, i cant sense the presence of the flirt bug recently. :x
its either im too drained to hook up on girls,

or its just that i only hang out with the same few.

or maybe its because Janelle don't trust me because i'm too flirt :}
therefore im cutting down. haha

i kind of miss her craziness during the weekends, serious.
i don't see why such a unique person should be left unprotected

perhaps i might be the one someday (:

whatever the case,
i will smile and live everyday as it is.

P.S: i think i look nice somehow in this picture

like again, i won't be bothered whether
you guys out there like/dislike it

but i love it (:
its what i call cooooooool !



but they have a different style of being cool i guess..



















Till next time. kindly tag thankyou.