a petal from the rose.

occasionally pieces of memory from the past will flash through my brain,
remember the time when i was still ignorant and childish.

everytime i wanted something badly,
i would just cry and sit on the floor to protest.

it never really worked.
i never once got what i wanted.

soon, i would just think that everything was pointless,
turned out only to be an irritant, a pain in the ass.

believing in " whats yours is yours, no point worrying "
never once was i upset or worried abt
not being able to achieve.


the point is, no use frowning over things that dunt belong to you ; move on.

not knowing how to solve this situation,
but here i am, already very hated by your clique,

just voicing out what i wish to convey.
bad thing is, i dunt think i'm able to stop posting what i wish to say.

good thing is, i'll try.

but i don't change for just anyone.

alrights end of emotional talks,

MAJOR COUNTDOWN : 2
11 april 09 will be the first 11april that is important.

YUJUN BIRTHDAY !

will be celebrating in advance tomorrow.
pictures and post will definately come in.

stay in tune to "Ivan's daily FM"

i dunt think im kidding.
but i suddenly forget what to do.

or maybe your just different.
i guess i should just let nature take its course.

persevering til the day comes (:
i miss you janelle :x