A thing in the past

Drained and exhausted,
i decide to give it a good thought.

only to realise all my attempts seem so futile,
its not easy or rather impossible to please everyone.

only someone with great characters will be able to achieve,
sorry for being such a disappointment,

i dun't have what it takes.

somehow i feel that i had changed,
not knowing whether its good or bad but im satisfied with the way things are now.

it might be about principles, it might be able being noble in character,
but for some reason, its kind of hard for me to comprehend.

maybe im just selfish, i want to be happy.
i feel more myself carrying on with the way it is now.

the fact that nobody is perfect is undeniable,
to ease things a little, i should therefore admit,

yes im not that good.

taking the opportunity to also express my thoughts,
i felt that we are drifting off.

things can never be the same anymore,
afterall we now belong to different cliques

and to prevent matters from being awkward,
its the nature of life.

well as much as how you feel that I've changed,
i do think in some way your different.

but i choose to respect who you are,
i wish you respect me too.

to briefly conclude a little,
happy moments don't last,
at least we were once part of a happy memory.

to Sky Sir and Fazi Mdm,
I'll sure to miss you guys,

Now, im off to fulfill my mini ambition,
to become a salesman at some cool sports outlet.

of course i will work towards this ambition only during the holidays,
meanwhile life goes on.