everything is now so called 'settled'..althought cant return to past "bez fren" but at least we still can be fren.felt happier tis way but things still not right some where. i noe its not right some where but we can we do...let time heal our wounds and ervything else. forget abt tis matter. from 2dae onwards we led a brand new and perfect life!! nvr to make the same mistakes again.


well, the so-called "mini bomb" had exploded and hurt me. but i was the 1 hu causes all tis to happen. i shdn hav be so emotional and sensative at tt time. i could hav learn to forgive and forget but i was lost. i am veri sry now. i wish i could turn the clock back. nvm. wads done, DONE. so life as live is..!!


goin out for dinner. 2moro 7am got remedial. crazy miss yeoh. lol !!
byebye

i alrdy damn stressed up wif basketball practises as matches r comin up.stop givin me unnesscery trouble!! ya so wat if u say sry?! sry got cure? tryin robbin the bank, hittin the police and den say sry..will it helped? u will nvr understand the feelin of gettin suspected by ur bez fren or even fren. tats the actions of not trustin a person. so y bother be fren when theres no trust for each other?

2dae frenly match against ACS damn tirin, althought we won! 2 quarters wif c bois and 2 quarters wif b bois. haha though not fair but at least we prove tat we can do it and strong enough to win the matches comin up in few more wks.winnin a match is everybody's effort so lets work hard together and not slack!!!

after match went for remedial. miss yeoh tell us how do our homework and dun noe wad go which country thingy. cant rmb le. den she giv examples of thing lik wad giv pad on the shoulder or smthin lik tat. den she KEEP touchin me!! touch here touch dere...disgustin she bein kind of despo. lol nvm la. wahaha.

nth special liao. oh yes. maple lvl 69 lerh..!! WOOTS..goin 3rd job. keep it up ivan. u can do it. yup wif less distraction and less trouble..!! haix. byebyes

why does every1 thinks tt i am the hacker? ya i admit me tat i hav great IT skills and noe a thing or 2 abt hackin.but i wldn hav hack adriel's acc, his 1 of my bez frens!! to me, havin IT skills is to help others hu hav technical probs and need asistants. i swear tat if i ever hack any1's acc, i will be bang down by a piano, crashed by a car and smashed by a fishball. if i reali hack ppl's acc. den i am goin against my principals. goin against my principals means disappointin myself and i will not be called ivantan.

i am reali veri disappointed wif ppl hu thinks tat i hack adriel's acc. they lack trust for me as a fren. den i hav nth to say. morever. one of dem is my bez fren....

enough for tat, wad done is done. wad said is said.the prob of lackin of trust is dere and foreva there.

2dae basketball trainin is tough. cant believe we actually ran 30 rounds around the soccer field. yupp. 30 rounds. not more or less.veri tiring lol.

wadeva la. sick and tired of life!! off to play maple..byebyes

2dae last dae of sck. but i am not satisfied! not convinced tt its a gd way of goin on a holidae. why muz god give us life, when its torturin. many ppl out dere r sufferin, bad things always happens to ppl hu r already pityful enought! earth hav plenty wonderful things lik beautiful places, nice food, excellent ppls. BUT things tat r horrible r more then those which r nice! Earth hav dieases, poor ppls, bad habits, proud and arrogant ppl, hypocrites and so on...and tis is wad we call part of life?! no way! if every1 plays a part to be nice and be equal no matter in wad form. the world will be a great place to live in.

talkin abt hypocrites. there r lots in my current class. they sux! they simply lik to backstab ppl. is it fun? how do u feel when u got backstabbed? nice?! althought i noe tt tis girl is reali a hypocrite but u guys dun hav to say tis behind her back. cant u all try givin her chance to change?ppls hav feelins too u noe...
haix i am not tryin to be noble. wad i hav juz said is nth but the fact.nobody is prefect includin me. but every1 hav things tat they r gd in...

2 conflicts happen 2dae. one of is girl's matter and the other is boi's matter.
gentleman 1st. there was tag-of-war 2dae and we won! but acty hurt some1 feelins.its not 1 ppls fault..its every1's fault! hav any 1 of us thought of lettin HIM tak ur place? NO! all we ever think of is winning!is winnin reali tat important..more important den our fren?!heres one of my weakness..but it wun be my weakness in the future. i will try to change.heres a chinese sayin: bu gui yu wu guo, er gui yu neng guy guo. meanin: its not important tat we r wrong, the most important thing is tat we noe how to change and make amendments for our past mistakes. reali sry to HIM....

the girl's toilet tio paint on the wall. 1/5 girls did it but they wasn't on purpose. it was pure accident. nobody wanted tis to happen..but it juz did.if onli 1/1 girls could understand and try to help 1/5 girls think of solution..the conflict wouldn hav happened.okay nvm. den my ex classmate came to me to ask for help. i noe its was a accident and didn wan her to get punishments so i went up to 1/1 girls to pursuade them. guess wad they say?! they said i liked her so much blah blah...at tat moment i made a conclusion. 1/1 girls r bitches(some). cant u all be more forgivin? and i reali dun hav feelins for her!! wadeva...hope u all read my post and try to change..

mondae o lvl chinese..wish hui wen jie gd luck and pass wif flyin colours!! she can do it de la. she so hard workin...to pearleen(dun noe spellin) : stop pullin my pants. haha.got my results..its horrifyin althought hav improvement. tis might be the last time i am bloggin coz laptop goin kana confiscated le.nvm. i will aim for better grades for the next exam and i will work doubly hard!!

haix..nthin post liao.byebyes. hope life can be better for every1..!!

2dae is quite a bad dae for me. almost lost 2 friends. but in the end i still didn lose them.close shave indeed.wahha.nvm 2moro is last dae of sck le but veri late den can go home lol. coz got 2pid sports carnival. not veri 2pid but i juz hate it.hope can win the tag of war finals.

did the happi toilet 2dae but quite sucky. they paste cartoons lik gundam, bleach and naruto posters in the toilet. is lik wad the hell la. so childish.nvmnvm. go toilet is do business 1 not to watch the posters. lol.

girls toilet even worst!! they paste disney's cartoon lik mickey mouse on the wall...opps! haha. okay la i went into the girls toilet but is openly go in de.anyway ervybody includin bois and girls r allowed to go into the tolet lol.my 1st time and the last time to do so. althought girls toilet r prettier but they r as smelly. haha. this is the fact tat cannot be denied.

off to watch tv liao.byesbyes

haix..so tired now. cant feel my legs and hands.dun feel lk they belong to me.lol
thinkin y? dun bother..wad can mak me so tired? basketball of course!! my coach giv us demonic trainings 2dae. he made us do 30 sit-ups, 50 burpees( dun noe how to spell), 30 pumpings and den run a suidcide( dun noe how spell again). veri tirin de lol. somemore muz do 7 sets in a roll!! but at least i got complete the whole 7 sets!! hip hip hurray!! haha. cheers for ivan..!!

boon how cannot take it le. den told coach say he got asthma att but i think its real lor coz he dun look lik his lyin.acty looks r decivin..some ppl r wolfs in sheep's wool.i juz hate those kind of ppl.

dere r many ways to be happi. one of them is to try look things at different angles which i hav told many ppls liao but dun think they reali understand. lol. lets tak timothy (1/1) as an example. acty his not any 2pid idiots or retarded freaks. juz take it as he is mentally slower then normal ppl but he is veri hard workin!!

veri tired liao. cannot tahan le. off to slp. ZzZz...oh ya. ppl, pls do not use my name to tag in the tag board.!! thanks! byes

finally got things straight..settle all the troubles liao.hope deres a chance in everything.my uncle came to help me set up wireless.den can liao. but dun noe y maybe my com and my sis's com r at loggerheads den if i use she cannot use..lol. lik tat beta!! wahaha.

mdm lidia came back liao. i still lik her beta den miss thumb althought she veri fierce la but its for our own gd!! haha...gd news! she gav birth to a boy.

the population of boys is increasin! say bye bye to girls. wahhaha.

2moro mrs lim farewell party..sian lol. i wan go de but becoz of 'face'. cannot go!

i hate the attitude of the girls hu organise tis la. is lik they decide everything liao den come tell us giv $$..by the way..wad rites do they hav?! i am the chinese rap here.if i buy a rubbish and tell u its a $100 and ask u pay wld u pay?! of course not la. use ur common sense!!

mrs lim reali wan go liao ma? i reali will miss her de. she's lik one of the bez teacher i ever seen so far..well. cheerup every1. we muz be happi for mrs lim. she's goin to work at MOE which is dream of many common ppl..

need slp le. 2moro hav basketball again. tough dae!! byebye nitex!!

2dae is a bad dae for me..BAD BAD! deres 2 reasons for tis:

1stly i had to go tution lata..wth la exams over liao still need go ma? somemore i haven finish my tution homework yet! haha
2ndly 2moro start cca liao. actually fridae started liao but i didn go haha.i hate my cca lol. damn tirin.the coach made it worst by bein unreasonable ~.~wadever la muz accept reality.

i dun feel lik bein a children anymore. i wan to be an adult, adults always think they r correct foreva. hav they ever think of other ppl's feelins? a big NO is the answer. so wad if u r bigger and older then us?..does it giv u the rites to control our life?! u die faster in the end. wahaha
no referin to my parents..my parents r great!

juz went to hui wen jie's blog..think she feel beta liao ba.oh ya!! forget introduce. hui wen jie is the sec4 girl i met durin the scabble competition..she's veri kind and pretty!!
wahaha. hui wen jie muz thank me arh..haha remember taggie!
off to do my tuition homework le.byes for now..

sry every1, my internet was down yesterdae so never blog. yesterdae was totally emotional ivan! i was listenin to veri emotional songs and feel lik nvr wakin up....haix y muz heaven go against me!! nvm.

maybe becoz of her..i nvr wanted to confess to her in the 1st place as i knew dere won be any results but i thought i wld feel beta doin so. but i was WRONG! wrong choice!! its alrite if u reject me but pls don avoid me coz i hate the feelin of ppl doin such things to me....

so scared..so afraid...livin in a sorrowful world...bad news again. mrs dan said got a failure in our class. not need say sure is me de lor.haha. WADEVER. I DUN CARE haha.

heres a piece of advise to every1: dun start a relationship coz it always end.dun start and it will never end! wahaha understand?so chim!lol

no mood post liao.byes.(at adriel's hse now)

2dae finally exam over liao so happi!! haha no need study liao...

2dae went to cheng san cc play badminton den realise our class got alot badminton experts! lik tian ning, kevin, fadzly and many more...acty veri excited and happi de.den i change to my home clothes, my clothes r lik tat de ma, anyway i wear the shirt coz stretchy ma easy play badminton. not actin cool or wadsoever!! 1/1 girls r stupid and busybody la.(some)

haha tian ning reali veri pro lol, i partner her play tag team tat time i feel lik a burden la.den suddenly feel veri sry to her. sry tian ning!!haha i am gd for a opponent but bad for a partner(consolin myself).

dun tok abt sad things liao..2moro adriel, jie kang, boon how and maybe one of my fren comin my hse play! lols. havin party again

wahaha. off to dinner!! byes

2dae so sian lol..go sck got hit by the soccer ball 3 times leh.i damn angry la den wanted to hit back de but dun wan hurt relationships lor so hold back my anger, haha direct the anger on the tables!! pathetic tables...

2dae the test lik so commom sense la..onli idiots will fail the exam.wahaha.haix i hate miss yeoh la everytime got remmedial den tok rubbish. LIT lik so logical.
decribe dawan..dawan is a dumb girl hu thinks of impossible dreams.HAHA!

tian ning angry wif me lol. SRY TIAN NING!! forgiv me..juz wanted help ma. how i noe will became lik tat! anyway got qiao zha by siying 2dae, she dun say her face also got show say: haha i steal ur $$.

adriel 2dae cannot go home coz no hse key den i invited him to my hse. yay wad a great fren i am.in the end whole dae play maple..!acty wan go play badminton but the damn weather lik goin against us.one moment we not play suddenly no wind, den juz take up suttle cock(dun noe how spell) suddenly wind so big..WTH!

nvm la.2moro is the showdown!! muz win tian ning if not she forever not goin forgiv me. sobsobs.haha.

some 1/1 girls juz piss me off(dun wan name any)
this msg is for them:
SHUT UR TRAP FOR A MOMENT DERE..WILL U?!
lol HAHA! carey meimei's msn lik got prob lor..tok to her den cannot de..
WADEVA ...nth post liao..byes

IvAnTaN

walao the weather lik siao lol.SO HOT!! anyway 2dae is carey meimei birthdae so i cannot complaint much wakaka.mei HAPPI BIRTHDAE.2dae almost got drag to tution.my mother wans me to accompany me sis to tution lol.wheres justice?! her reasons is tat she worry my sis coz she alone. wtf! is lik she 14 liao lor wad can happen to her?! nvm nvm nobody can force me to do things i dun wan haha.well 2dae is playdae again.i made appointments wif chang to his hse visits. gotta play yu-gi-oh cards wif him lol.the game is damn lame la but i wun blame him de coz HIS MY BEZ FREN! well i got reason to play wif him de lor. muz win him den can play chinese chess. chinese chess=my favourite game!!
acty he still hav chinese exam but i insist muz be in holidae mood so he muz obey me. MUAHAHAHAHA!
but seems lik i hav no chance to play chinese chess la coz i SUX in yu-gi-oh lor..nvm i believe in miricles and i believe it will happen to me 2dae..oh god pls!!
oo ya yesterdae watch channel 8 midnight show. its a ghost show but is damn funny de lor. the ghost was lik usin a retart face lookin at the women. enough ghost shows

mean well...back to chang. HAHA! miricle happens i acty won u noe. I WON! but so sad lol. he said muz win 2/3 den can play chinese chess
nvm kampateh!! muz win 1 more..yay i manage to summon obelisk the divine card!!

yay i win again!! miricle happens...chinese chess?
of course. wahaha. hey!! chang play cheat lor. guess wad he said?!
he said muz play 11 matches!! 11!! wtf...!no way!! chinese chess...!!
haha i veri gd de la so let him lol. anyway now final is 5 games la.
lata go KFC wakaka dun care diet 1st. my favourite food sia!!
nice dae..i love sundaes!!
yesterdae i finally got courage to confess to her but i noe she sure reject de lol
den reali reject.WADEVA i dun care wakaka. live life as live is be happi and go LUCKY..!
now 4nd game liao..i goin win again coz i lucky!
haha i reali win lol look liks i 2dae damn lucky.now reali time for chess! wonderin wads carey meimei doin..miss her!!
CHINESE CHESS TIME!! ALERT DUN DISTURB..COZ HIS FIERCE!
haix 1st game i lose!! hell lar tat was pure luck..wahaha 2nd match i won!!
expected lor..3rd match lik so obvious i goin win den chang started his 'dumbbo'
logic speech.
its lik so cold
wahahaha. goin KFC NOW. hooray!!lata den continue post...off now..

BACK!! miss me? haha me and chang were eating and chit chattn abt a chio bu in his sck den he suddenly rmb of a joke. there goes:

once there was 3 soldiers hu were lost in a jungle.they were all captured by aboriginees(ppl hu eat humans).the head of the aboriginees told dem . if they can find 15 fruit of the same kind, they will let the soldiers off.the 3 ran off searchin...the 1st one found 15 oranges and ran back quickly.the head of the aboriginees say if he could squeeze the 15 oranges into his asshole, he promise he will let him go.the 1st soldier started. the 1st orange went in, 2nd 1 went in too but until the 3rd 1 he died! here comes the 2nd soldier.he bought back 15 grapes. when the aboriginees told him wad to do he was veri happi and started to squeeze the grapes.he started squeezin and until the 12th grapes..he laughed and died(the rule is cannot laugh).the 1st and 2nd soldier rose to heaven, the 2nd soldier ask the 1st soldier y he died,the 1st soldier said u wanna try squeezin oranges into ur ass? and how did u die? the 2nd soldier reply: i laugh when i saw the 3rd soldier...carryin durians back!!

haha damn funny rite? i laugh my head off. enjoy..lazy post liao.byes. sry alot crap coz i die die muz post long long 1.haha

IvAntAn

after so long finally able to post liao!! hooray!! i muz thank esther actually..THANK YOU ESTHER!! all important exams finish liao.left lit and home econs! is lik wtf la
2pid subjects nvm mother gave me break 2dae. she said i could choose whether to go tution anot
no need guess 100% slacker lik me sure say no go 1!! haha. nth to do nowadaes lik so sian
well 2moro is carey meimei's birthdae as well as mother's dae....
HAPPI BIRTHDAE CAREY!!
HAPPI MOTHERS DAE!!
nth to post liao
haix
byebye