To new chapter of life

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10

ever heard this joke ?
where did number 9 go.

answer : seven, ate (eight), nine.

but my heart tells me, nine left me.
i remember the first few days when i couldnt accept the truth, i went into the state of denial.


Followed by weeks and weeks of sadness.
things got better when many people tried real hard to crave a smile on my face. (:
really appreciated.

people like daiqian! ruiting! and yeah kaixian and victoria (:

maybe things arent the same anymore but thinking back, i owe you all one.

somehow i regretted having a number 10.
its just not right because its unfair to her.
but i know words doesnt help anymore and i really dunt know what to do :x

i should leave this topic to next time when i know how to handle.

the main purpose is that i remember clearly the reason nine left me is because she wanted to be single again.
perhaps its just an excuse to make me feel better.

but in any case now, i want to shout out to all.

"i dunt feel the least bit of hatred towards you.
maybe i wasnt the perfect guy i thought i could be.

you will be able to find the perfect one soon (:
i wish you all the best.

and someday i wish i could be your friend again "

it doesnt matter whether nine will read it.
or whether people out there will like/dislike this post.

this is how i feel,
i need to get it off me.

i want to be happy :}
PEIJUN AUNTIE, CANCER PATIENT GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO CHEER UP (:

since their days are already numbered. hahah !

Responses

1 Apr 09, 17:11 Wei Lin: Do quiz. Haha. Ivan: what quizzzz ? must intro some interesting de! hahha :D

31 Mar 09, 21:59 Pei: I'm so scared really scared Ivan: Pei aunty, scared that toilet paper roll will increase price ? or fishmonger dunt give you the fish's head anymore. haha dunt be silly (:

31 Mar 09, 21:56 daiqian: haha glad you've straighten your thoughts? welcome. Ivan: hahah YEAH. come often la !

31 Mar 09, 21:50 Pei: Okay la, normally I also don't tag. Because I don't know what to say. But yeah, I kinda feel that way too. You really have courage Auntie. ^^ *clap clap* Ivan: you can always borrow my mouth to tell your tale (:

31 Mar 09, 19:12 JASSY!: HI IVAN. LOL. Didnt really expect your blog to be so updated. Haha. Ivan: EYECANDY ! LOL neither did i expect you to visit my blog. something huge indeed (:

message to god, thats where it went.

wah the long post i wrote just vanished.
im not going to waste time re-writing.

my conclusion is
i dunt want this really bonded family to scatter.
let us all do a part.

may god bless us (:

Responses.

PATRICIAAA: link lar

29 Mar 09, 00:08 PATRICIAAA: i mean friend X *CORRECTION

29 Mar 09, 00:06 PATRICIAAA: hey, you seriously is a dammm great friend, not to mention myself, you helped many others. just like FRIEND Y. i think shes going throught problems just like i am going through.

Ivan: LOL your a great friend too (: CHEER UP YO 28 Mar 09, 23:05 rebecca: hey daddy haha taggedddddd your rabbit very cute :D and your mom very funny :D:D haha piggy

Ivan: helloooooooo daughter ! (: my rabbit scare of you :o next time you come can tempt it with food, that time forgot. haha (: 28 Mar 09, 21:39 harshie: the rabbit is quite cute hehe and they are violent eaters as according to ur source it is shown tat the rabbit is able to go in all directions in order to rip the food off. yay! source based answer

Ivan: haha not bad, from entertainment to providing info (: come often ! 28 Mar 09, 15:29 Wei Lin: Linked. Haha.

Ivan: alrights ! 27 Mar 09, 22:59 Pei: Dear auntie, your brain is failing, because.... YOU HAVE CANCER! Isn't it obviousxz!?!?

Ivan: yo cheo aunty, very long never gossip over a cup of tea leh :O OUR DAYS ARE NUMBERED :/ 27 Mar 09, 19:32 Friend X: not the other way round! HAHA ;D

27 Mar 09, 19:31 Friend X: NOOOOO. you need to worry about me acting that i've moved on so that you wont 'mian qiang

Ivan: HAHAH okay la okay la ! when shit happens, ivan will brighten your day (: 27 Mar 09, 00:38 Wei Lin: Your blog nice! Ivan: haha thanks (: yours nice too!

domination of animals- where do human stand.

my hair is still in place (:
might be a blessing in disguise that mr A caught my long hair first,
otherwise i might just be bald now. LOL

anyway anyway ! i really should stop being stubborn
waxing really makes my hair nicer which in whole would make me look better !
hahah.

i also learnt how to clip up my fringe to the side, without see-ing the clip though (:

my family have the rabbit craze recently
they even planned to adopt another one. my god :x







This is my current rabbit call 'val-val' or 'baby'
val val is named after my sister. haha
the new one might be called 'van-van' LOL


tempting tempting!

*i smell carrot, stay calm stay calm. dunt give myself away*










*the coast is clear, attaaaack ! munch munch *

my mum once told me carrot is good for your eyesight,
have you ever seen any rabbit wearing specs?

LOL mum, your son is 15 already (:












This is a edvidence that rabbits are violent eaters.
they would twist and turn the food.

then rip it off :O


*wahhaa, you have no where to run ! *
*twist ! turn ! SNAP ! MUNCH *












Name : Rabbit
age : unknown
gender : female.
height : unknown
Reason of being jailed : physical abuse to vegetables and being a glutton.

hahah thats the end of entertament (:

actually i just got nothing to blog today LOL.
hope its entertaining or something. hehe

GONE !

Age is catching up with me.

Is it true that once man reaches age 15,
his brain will start to fail him?

whatever the outcome, symptoms of such case had already
appeared on me !
recently, i couldn't remember what i planned to post.

i made the whole post so appealing,
then *poof* i forget all about it the next moment.

Lets start blogging before i forget everything!

my day started of really terrible,
was extremely careful not to get into teacher's vision.
only to get caught by mdm C
BECAUSE HAOYU SABO ME ! :/


well im not free to cut today, see how thing goes tomorrow.
but im ready to be the very first student to tell off mdm C
and let her know how horrible a teacher she is. (:

see me in detention class :x

anyway we had the first most amusing physic lesson today!
learnt that lenses could reflect HDB flat images clearly from really far away.

pictures in my phone, i'll post it when i transfer stuffs.

talking about sciences, i got hooked up by chemistry recently.
miracle do happen eh ?

more interested in mercury itself
once i heard theres this scientist who accidentally touched mercury while experimenting.

for your info, mercury poisoning is not curable.
so what the scientist did was, he/she recorded every single thing that she went through
throughout his/her remaining days.

every single thing includes emotion, physically or mentally unwell etc
the info was compiled into a book,

to provide more information for future generation to study symptoms of mercury poisoning.

that scientist is noble or what,
if he/she survives mercury poison somehow,
personally i feel, its more than just a noble award he deserved.

hahha. Anyway!

Do you know.

once i wanted to be rich, to be famous.
i made a wish to god.

-to have the most amount of money one could ever ask for.

But Do you realise

now i decide to take back my wish.
i told myself.

-i want a simple job, with reasonable salary.
-a peaceful life, its something that those who got blinded by money will never achieve.

TADA now you know (:
its not that important actually, it kind of make me look like some slacker
but to me, thats how i want to spent my precious life :x
my ambition, my moto.

i spent so long blogging this, damn
Alrights, i need to sleeeeeeep already.

P.S: ZHENG YANG LOOKS LIKE COCHROACH ! LOL.

It only rains on me.

global warming is really affecting us- or is it just me.

alarm rang at 6.40 this morning,
but still ended up late.

WHY ?

because mr lazy ivan decided to set the alarm to 10 mins later as usual ! LOL

i mean like i got so used to waking up only when the sun cook my butt.
and i was sick, need tonic to boost my health now !
of course, more sleep ! (:

i saw jiayi at amk, kind of made my day
(EYECANDY ! )
until i remember how i woke up so early in the morning YESTERDAY.

anyway met rebecca and bryan at macs.
rushed through breakfast and back to school.
we reached school covered in sweat, only to see a quiet/crowdless parade square.

its either flagrising had ended or we rushed for nothing.

social studies was retarded.

1st- i didnt understand anything! (@#$#@$)
2nd- thought we're having PE because ACCIDENTALLY looked at 3/1's schedule. :(
3rd- THE HOT WEATHER.

FINALE : got back 'incande' from jasmine after its surgery !

thats about it for my day (:
wouldnt want to post every little small details.

well many things have been happening.
although none happened on me, but i was more or less affected
because im wasnt a good boyf, now i want to be a goodfriend !

{to friend X }

heyyy, your really silly :x
dunt give up the whole forest for a tree, not to mention its a lousy tree.

if you start growing spider webs and had 5 layer of dust accumilated on you
because you cant move on,
-as a friend- i will make sure i vacuum and spray insecticides on you
to ensure that the day you finally move on...

its still a fresh and new YOU :]

what B said doesnt really make sense, its just a joke yeah (:
your suppose to laugh it off. like HAHAHHA ?
so dunt get affected by it.

im sure one day you will find the right cup of teaaaaaa :]
aiya if cannot i mian qiang, sacifice myself !

STAY HAPPY ALWAYS ! SMILE !

Arrival of doomsday

Tomorrow going back to school.
heard that many people's hair didnt make it !

well im here to say my last words.

GOODBYE MY LONG FRINGE, I LOVE YOU !:(

*your time is up! muahahah *

Darkness isnt scary, Loneliness is.

Got woke up early in the morning by jiayi and zoey's spam smses.

thanks so much.
its a bit saddening that i had to miss 2 english lessons :/

imagine my group emo-ing at the back because the only joker ;me; is gone.

well i'll be back in sch by wednesday which is tomorrow, but i might still be feeling unwell :x


anyway the weather had been super chaotic nowadays.
i urge everyone to drink more water and healthy diet :o

healthy diet makes me feel guilty,
maybe 3 buffets in 2 weeks made me ill, imagine all the food i stuffed into my poor stomach.
it gained me 3 more kg !

i weighed myself at rebecca house and it showed 70kg. ass.
but im still light. better then going underweight and im serious
my weight percentage is 90 only.

i think i got some childhood fear. im afraid of being alone at home when its raining.

i remember when i was young.
like now, i was having fever on a rainy day.
the whole house was filled with darkness.

i cried while calling my mum, i told her i was afraid.
i was worried i had SARS, cause i was ill during that period.
thought i would just die without anyone at home, silly me (:

well anyone was to question me " whats your greatest dislike ? "

my answer will be : " to be alone "

i mean im fine with staying home alone and stuff
but i really never tried going out alone. its kinda boring and silly -.-

the irony is, sometimes i'd wish to be left alone LOL.

i should really try to cherish what i have, then regret after not having (:

One way different angles.

lets try posting about my bored life today with many extra details added to spice things up (:

we should start with:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM AND COLLEEN -.-

my mum is actually in her 30s only, like waaaaaaaaay younger than any of your mum out there.
cool eh :d

but the bad thing is she always like to claim that im her boyf,
so embarassing thats why i banned her from holding my hand. LOL

anyway i went to a doctor to get mc and medicine.
the first thing the doctor said to my mum was.

doctor: " im sorry but how are both of you related? "
doctor : " are you his sister or.. "

mother: " haha no, im his mum. "

doctor : " oh its either you look young or he look mature "
ivan * wtf face *

haha that was yesterday as a matter of fact.

today was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay boredd.
woke up at 9 + was feeling sickish but gave a evil grin at the thought of my classmate are suffering in sch. wahah.

the excitement died down after time past by slowly to 10 with me staring at the com
DOING NOTHING ! damn.

worst still, there wasnt any breakfast ard -.-
* stare at rabbit, heard that rabbit meat taste nice *

LOL

heck applied some kaya on piece of bread and force them down my throat then ate medicine
timothy suen is a liar :O

heard from bryan he said dragonball was awesome
it turned out to me that the animated one seems better -.-

went back to sleep at 12. pigggg!
received sms saying that mdm chan became our chinese teacher

i thought i was having a nightmare, after crashing my face through the wall several times.
its not a dream -.- ass.

anyway chionged a little of the overdued chinese work, in case LOL
and my hair is DOOM with mdm chan ard -.-

celebrated mum birthday, blew cake.
watched my family happily eating durian.

what can turn out worst.
yeah im not going to sch yet, still running temperatures.

so tada, a boring life with details
passed ? (:

Book with no words ; meaningless

one week have past so quickly
times flies when one is having fun.

and of course while having fun, we had some grp outing to study as well !
well done ivan, you got work done (:

anyway today is 22nd march ! tomorrow is mum's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM.

didnt know whether she would liked the first gift
cause damn sister was commenting lots on it.

so i went ahead to search for her favourite singer's album which happen to be kind of really old.
but heck, i found it bought and gave !

what a nice son.

actually i dunt like the idea of posting this post.
because it kind of lacked pictures :o

but well, have to update because keep getting nags and complain about dead blog.

Happy Birthday to me !

one year past by again, its 16 march 09 !

haha grew older and older by one year. tsk.
closer to retirement age LOL

anyway today was great !

but somehow i started the day too early.
woke up at 8 feeling all so excited, in the end to get myself tired before the celebration started.

anyway we met at amk at 12 to go orchard. they forced me to wear a shirt they bought
very ugly :o omg but no choice -.-

so we went to eat suki buffet i think.
ate like we havent ate sushi for million years. LOL
wenjie complained to the ppl abt the food he ordered 3 times. greedy fellow

then we played games like number guessing and force ppl to eat disgusting food. :p
but nobody ate lor. hahah.
a lot nice nice food, was disturbed by the shirt all along.

after that we played arcade, yay fun.
a lot jokes actually but cant rmb. ITS FUN.

then jaslyn and yiting got to go. so we come to our house.
yay i got hug from yiting and jaslyn :D

took pictures

(the ugly shirt i was wearing -.- )

then we watched 2 horror movie, kinda. haha
coming soon (nc16) and saw 5 (more of gore scenes )

hahah a lot fun stuff, laugh at each other being stupid.
wenjie and yujun scandal. haha
their lower parts of the body was covered with blankets

both hands inside. LOL. i leave it to your imaginations :d

then chit chatted, played guitar, piano.

ate pizza ! actually cannot describe cause a lot jokes.

then cut cake, pictures and sent them home :]
got hugs from everyone. cooooooooool. hehe

one of the best birthdays ever !
very cool. like some artwork :d
haha jasmine (: please no scandals, goodfriends (: taken when decided to camwhore
after being bored by coming soon.

all of them seems scared, i think i grown up. haha.

one of the gifts. haha this is made by jasmine. its name is "icande" LOL
the curly hair is purposely one -.- thanks :d

THANKS GUYS, LOVE YOU ALL (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !